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Morgan Harris, Marblehead, MA |
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A faded shirt found at the bottom of a pile of dirty old clothes fit fordirty old men. Worn gray-blue with its backward pastel rainbowstripe and random missing buttons. Reminding me of you, it's somethingyou'd want and cherish. Broken. I take it greedily into my armsand rub it in along my sweaty palms, smelling it. RememberingFebruary when we danced for all eyes and I put on a show but neverpretended to be happy. I slide one arm gently into the firstsleeve and I sense March, when I had to pretend just a little more thanusual. As my second appendage flows freely through the other giant,gaping sleeve I remember your arm upon my elbow. Your eyes soul-searching and your mint-scented breath whispering apologies and promises oflove. I believed it and again, greedily took it to heart. I fix thecollar and muse upon the firsts that you gave me and the thirsts that youquenched. Unknowingly and innocent. I smile as I fasten all thebuttons. Except the top three as I had watched you do when you asked meif it looked alright. Trusting me with your self-image. I sigh and walkon. I smell like February.
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