“Wake up Daniel, god wake up!” The stress flooded my mothers voice as my head slowly rose to a lovely morning sky. As peace flooded my inner sanctum hands flew to my face; shaking my head back and forth with a strong force. The peace quickly turned into animosity for the women clinging to my skull. She was abusing me out of anger. Why is she condemning me?
My hands flew up in hast trying to save what little bit of life I had. Tears swam down my cheeks in a silent plea for restraint on her part This drama only became a simple massacre of epic proportion. In one quick move she turned and swept both hands across my dresser countertop throwing everything over . The horror of this situation brought me great pain as I threw my blanket over my head covering my eyes from any destruction the mad women caused. Sweat ran down my spine as I huddled underneath my blankets. The hairs on my arm rose with my fear growing stronger and stronger every wasting minute. My stomach tangled in agony as the blanket slipped my grasp. Just as the thin line between life and madness struck ,my older brother ran in.
“Get off of him! What are you doing?” Yuu screamed throwing himself between me and my mother.
“His child should die with him!” she turned to me and glared. “ You should die with him, you have no write to live. This ungrateful ,ugly, stupid slob of a son should die!”
My mother turned and stormed away from me and everything that belonged to me. Yuu walked up to me and took my face into his shoulder as I began to shiver and wale. The sadness that had crept into my inner thoughts was know so abundant that words could not describe my utter feelings of distress. As my shoulders felt limb and cold I moved away from my brother. I peered up and looked at him; he was pale and, strained . There was no feeling when he began to speak.
“Your father is dead now Daniel and your mother doesn’t want you . So what should you do?” He shook his head with a quick grimace.
As my teeth shook I rose to speak. “Does this bother you older brother? She hates me but not out of sheer anger yet love. Correct? All this time she has loved me why does she do these things know?” My voice came out in a whisper of a plea. I was only begging in my heart that she did not hate me and was only mad with distress for her lost husband. Yet deep inside I knew the truth she never really did love me in the first place. This whole incident was only the end to my little allusion.
“You are dead to her, and you are only my half-brother so you are dead to me. Unless I am to disown her,” he tilted his head to the side and thought about the matter deeply .” Yes……that will do nicely. Little brother we are to run away together and never retune. We will be all we have , for we have no relatives living. Little orphans will tread in our way; pirates will want to recruit us all our days yet, we will deny them the honor. We will trust no one and love only money.” He turned and looked out of my broken window and smiled so broadly it scared me. I shook my head for he was to ambitions and had an over abundance of zeal. For my fear, distress, and sadness would keep me company, also I had not the stamina to rise and leave.
“Older brother take your leave and I will take the lashing.”
“Don’t you understand… she doesn’t want you. She will kill are worse…… leave know are perish in your step-mothers hands.” His voice cracked as the smile slowly left his face in a pale hollow of twisted anger. “No brother , your wings must fly free beyond the sky . You must taste freedom not blood. You must thrive beyond my time and tell the tell of how we ran away. You must make your choice.”
Gumption , were was I to go with out my life. Gumption was for the stupid yet I was stupid know wasn’t I . The energy that was not there came at hast. War like anger retuned to me in revenge.
“Yes older brother let us take our leave…………. I wont survive long here your knowledge is sound.” I bent my head in a silent depression because I knew deep inside I would have to leave the only home I ever knew.
“Daniel, let us leave at once forever doesn’t exist.” With that he glided away and I started to prepare for us to leave the only home I’ve ever had. I shuffled through the broken and shared pieces of my past. My fingers shook as I began to gather what little things I had that were not broken. Pain wretched at me from every direction; pushing at every bit of my body trying to pull me from my task. In a harsh attempt to take my things blood smeared from my feet. The glass had torn through my skin and was know seeping into me. The horror for me was none ending for this day felt as my last. I collapsed onto the floor knocking my head against all that had mattered. I would go away now and let myself sleep. I would give up. I would be stupid. Water dripped from my face as the thought of ending it all came into my mind. I would let myself bleed out the madness, horror, and anger. I would die. If I was correct in a few hours I’ll would drift away. The deep, long , gooey cuts parted me from the sin I was about to commit. I would never be able to leave this home on my own. Yet, it will leave me once and for all. My brother would go are stay he was wanted I was not. Alone I lade on the dirty junky floor filled with shards of glass, papers, torn photos, and blood mixing in with everything else enveloping me. Six years to the death I would come to be. No one would hear me if I screamed are cried not even Yuu. He to far away maybe waited for me which I would soon be dead. Minuets turned to hours as I let everything inside me flow out to the death . Would he come?
“What are you ……… No! No!” Yuu ran into my room smearing the blood on his shoes . Tears swam down his face as he held me in his arms. Shivering and cold I looked in his oceanic eyes letting my last minuets be with him. Red stains covered him as he watched me wither away in agony. “ Your so stupid! So very stupid little one we were going to leave and know you are seeping out pounds of blood and dieing because these deep wounds from glass. I love you forever little one.”
“ You are the one you must go don’t let me die Yuu. Don’t make me your dead past.” The words slipped out in my last breath. Because he had come to late I am dead.
My hands flew up in hast trying to save what little bit of life I had. Tears swam down my cheeks in a silent plea for restraint on her part This drama only became a simple massacre of epic proportion. In one quick move she turned and swept both hands across my dresser countertop throwing everything over . The horror of this situation brought me great pain as I threw my blanket over my head covering my eyes from any destruction the mad women caused. Sweat ran down my spine as I huddled underneath my blankets. The hairs on my arm rose with my fear growing stronger and stronger every wasting minute. My stomach tangled in agony as the blanket slipped my grasp. Just as the thin line between life and madness struck ,my older brother ran in.
“Get off of him! What are you doing?” Yuu screamed throwing himself between me and my mother.
“His child should die with him!” she turned to me and glared. “ You should die with him, you have no write to live. This ungrateful ,ugly, stupid slob of a son should die!”
My mother turned and stormed away from me and everything that belonged to me. Yuu walked up to me and took my face into his shoulder as I began to shiver and wale. The sadness that had crept into my inner thoughts was know so abundant that words could not describe my utter feelings of distress. As my shoulders felt limb and cold I moved away from my brother. I peered up and looked at him; he was pale and, strained . There was no feeling when he began to speak.
“Your father is dead now Daniel and your mother doesn’t want you . So what should you do?” He shook his head with a quick grimace.
As my teeth shook I rose to speak. “Does this bother you older brother? She hates me but not out of sheer anger yet love. Correct? All this time she has loved me why does she do these things know?” My voice came out in a whisper of a plea. I was only begging in my heart that she did not hate me and was only mad with distress for her lost husband. Yet deep inside I knew the truth she never really did love me in the first place. This whole incident was only the end to my little allusion.
“You are dead to her, and you are only my half-brother so you are dead to me. Unless I am to disown her,” he tilted his head to the side and thought about the matter deeply .” Yes……that will do nicely. Little brother we are to run away together and never retune. We will be all we have , for we have no relatives living. Little orphans will tread in our way; pirates will want to recruit us all our days yet, we will deny them the honor. We will trust no one and love only money.” He turned and looked out of my broken window and smiled so broadly it scared me. I shook my head for he was to ambitions and had an over abundance of zeal. For my fear, distress, and sadness would keep me company, also I had not the stamina to rise and leave.
“Older brother take your leave and I will take the lashing.”
“Don’t you understand… she doesn’t want you. She will kill are worse…… leave know are perish in your step-mothers hands.” His voice cracked as the smile slowly left his face in a pale hollow of twisted anger. “No brother , your wings must fly free beyond the sky . You must taste freedom not blood. You must thrive beyond my time and tell the tell of how we ran away. You must make your choice.”
Gumption , were was I to go with out my life. Gumption was for the stupid yet I was stupid know wasn’t I . The energy that was not there came at hast. War like anger retuned to me in revenge.
“Yes older brother let us take our leave…………. I wont survive long here your knowledge is sound.” I bent my head in a silent depression because I knew deep inside I would have to leave the only home I ever knew.
“Daniel, let us leave at once forever doesn’t exist.” With that he glided away and I started to prepare for us to leave the only home I’ve ever had. I shuffled through the broken and shared pieces of my past. My fingers shook as I began to gather what little things I had that were not broken. Pain wretched at me from every direction; pushing at every bit of my body trying to pull me from my task. In a harsh attempt to take my things blood smeared from my feet. The glass had torn through my skin and was know seeping into me. The horror for me was none ending for this day felt as my last. I collapsed onto the floor knocking my head against all that had mattered. I would go away now and let myself sleep. I would give up. I would be stupid. Water dripped from my face as the thought of ending it all came into my mind. I would let myself bleed out the madness, horror, and anger. I would die. If I was correct in a few hours I’ll would drift away. The deep, long , gooey cuts parted me from the sin I was about to commit. I would never be able to leave this home on my own. Yet, it will leave me once and for all. My brother would go are stay he was wanted I was not. Alone I lade on the dirty junky floor filled with shards of glass, papers, torn photos, and blood mixing in with everything else enveloping me. Six years to the death I would come to be. No one would hear me if I screamed are cried not even Yuu. He to far away maybe waited for me which I would soon be dead. Minuets turned to hours as I let everything inside me flow out to the death . Would he come?
“What are you ……… No! No!” Yuu ran into my room smearing the blood on his shoes . Tears swam down his face as he held me in his arms. Shivering and cold I looked in his oceanic eyes letting my last minuets be with him. Red stains covered him as he watched me wither away in agony. “ Your so stupid! So very stupid little one we were going to leave and know you are seeping out pounds of blood and dieing because these deep wounds from glass. I love you forever little one.”
“ You are the one you must go don’t let me die Yuu. Don’t make me your dead past.” The words slipped out in my last breath. Because he had come to late I am dead.
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