Jan. 13 at 9:13 am
I know, this is all sudden. But, this is it for me. Before people ask questions and tell me not to leave, please hear what I say, or at least read what I write here.
I've always been able to hide how I am and pretend to be okie dokie. But I can't do it anymore. Right now, I feel great pain. I feel more and more depressed. My attacks are getting more frequent. And thoughts of sui.cide keep coming. It makes it harder to come here.
Another reason why I'm leaving is because of change. This world really changed so much. I've never dealt with change well. I've been here for over two years and I've dealt with so much change. Heck, I've changed a lot myself. If anyone knew me since the first day I came here, people might've noticed. Little known fact: Back in TI's Golden Era, I was a bit of a rebel.
Another reason why I'm leavig is because of my life. This world is my life. M only friendships are here. I fell in love here a few times. I've had a rivalry here and there. I laughed. I cried. And I've learned so much. Well, none of this will last forever. This is TeenInk. I would like to stay here forever. But this world is called TeenInk for a reason. I'd rather leave here by choice than by force.
I am really sorry that I must do this. Right now, I can feel the tears coming down from my eyes. But this is something I must do. If I do come back in the future, make sure I don't stay. Do what you must. Scare me if you want. You would be helping me.
Goodbye world.....
Jan. 13 at 11:04 am
Bye, Ozzie. :-( God bless and help you! And may He grant you fair winds and following seas.
Jan. 13 at 12:12 pm
Bye Ozzy T_T I'll miss you. *huggles*....
Jan. 13 at 12:41 pm
*Hugs SUPER TIGHTLY* Bye! We can still email though, right? *huggles*
Jan. 13 at 1:06 pm
Be well, my friend. *huggles*
Jan. 13 at 1:09 pm
:( Goodbye dear Ozzy.. *hugs very tightly* I reallly really do wish u the best. I wish you didnt feel depressed and suicidal. I really wish u didnt.. You proved you are a very friendly kind person. the world needs people like you
Jan. 13 at 2:01 pm
Ozzy.....please don't leave. I just met you and I'll miss you :'(
Jan. 13 at 2:29 pm
.......*HUgs Ozzy REALLY REALLY VERY TIGHTLY*.....I'll miss you, Ozzy.....I wish I could've been on here more like I used to......I wish you the best of wishes and I hope everything will get better. You were one of my truest, bestest kindest friends I've ever made. I wish you the best of luck....I'll email you letter, if thats okay....*Hugs REALLY TIGHTLY* Goodbye Ozzy....
Jan. 13 at 5:05 pm
Bye Ozzy. *hugs* I'll miss you!
Jan. 13 at 5:53 pm
Goodbye, Osvaldo. I'm sorry to hear that things have been going worse for you. There's a quote I love, from a movie I saw a while ago..."Everything will be all right in the end…so if it’s not all right, then it’s not yet the end.”
I'm glad I got to know, and that we had the chance to become friends.
Namárië, No in elenath hîlar nan hâd gîn.
Jan. 13 at 6:43 pm
I'll pray for you, Ozzy!
Jan. 14 at 12:15 am
*hugs Ozzy tightly* Bye Ozzy! I'll miss you so much! I've known you so long that it's hard to say goodbye after we haven't talked for a while, but I know you'll have to leave sometime; that's true. I wish you well. I love you and I'll never forget you. Love and hugs, Rayyn
Jan. 14 at 7:18 pm
lol You left? Day-um!
Jan. 14 at 8:06 pm
Good bye Ozzy, I'll miss all the funny videos we watched and the crazy conversations we had. No matter what, I want you to always stay happy forever. Whenever you are sad or depressed, think of us and push forward. Have a great life, you will always be in my prayers. I love you Ozzy
Jan. 14 at 8:07 pm
That was a great quote leafy
Jan. 15 at 5:27 pm
*cough* Sorry, I just feel I have to. *smacks Atari upside the head* LOL??
Jan. 15 at 10:01 pm
*smacks Pirate up da head* Yeah, LOL
Jan. 16 at 7:31 pm
Do you even know what that means? What is your problem?
Jan. 19 at 12:23 pm
Have you eveer thought of why we live until we die? Why we dont just die? Why we keep on living and not thinking about it? Because we are curious. we want to find out what this world is all about. Yes change is sometimes bad, i experienced that too. I hated change, but sometimes you can welcome it and it might be for all the best. I had to move from one part of a country to the other, losing all y friends. it hurt bad but now its better. I used to cry myself to sleep and all but you will get over it. Believe me, there is light at teh end of the tunnel, always. Dont worry:) Good Luck
Jan. 19 at 1:00 pm
Dontjudgeme4: even if we were born and died right away, we still would have technically lived until we died. We live until we die because we have no other choice, not because we're curious.
Teen Ink
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