What ive been through..

Scars?
ive got plenty.
Heart Breaks?
more than i can count
Suicidal?
i used to be..
Why didnt i go through with it?
because i thought that no one would care if i died.
So i stayed alive to piss them off.
Turns out that no one would care either way.
Truns out that no one would care if i was alive or dead.
So why am i still here?
GOOD QUESTION!!
ive been bullied, harrased, and abused. I cant take much more. i want to break down and cry.
no one understands.
no one ever will.