there's always a better...
a better soul, a better song, a better love.
my thoughts getting deeper...
because i know that I'm not good enough.
it is just too much...
to much pain.too much hate. too much tears.
i look right through those eyes...
because i know there's so much i wanna hear.

its hard being me!
i don't know where to start.
its hard to feel how i feel
left with this broken heart.
its hard to look at you.
I'm scarred until the end.
but what hurts the most is
she was supposed to be my friend.

my heart beating for you...
beating too fast.beating too slow. beating just right.
my lungs barley breathing...
i know if i want you I'll have to fight.

its hard being me!
i don't know where to start.
its hard to feel what i feel
left with this broken heart.
its hard to look at you.
I'm scarred until the end.
but what hurts the most is
she was supposed to be my friend.

i would warm you till the sun aches.
i would find you in the dark place.
i would love you till my heart breaks.
i would warm you till the sun aches.
i would find you in the dark place.
i would love you till my heart breaks.
but i'm too late....

its hard being me!
i don't know where to start.
its hard to feel what i feel
left with this broken heart.
its hard being me!!
i don't know where to start.
its hard to feel what i feel
left with this broken heart.
its hard to look at you.
I'm scarred until the end.
but what hurts the most is
she was supposed to be my friend.
its hard being me....

just too hard to live for...
so why would you?