Never something new; always been the same.
A connection, a friendship,
being together in the same way.
Happiness, Joy; like brother and sister,
un-searched emotions scare me.
When warmth bubbles in my chest,
and grasshoppers jump in my stomach,
I try to hide what is there.
Yet my feelings grow; my emotions show,
and a barrier between us appears.
I ask for advice; what I should do.
Is this real or just play of the heart?
My words; others words
Don’t change anything.
Things I never noticed, like the unstoppable smile,
become trophies: awards in my head.
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