She can’t believe the thought of giving up writing went through her head. Everything she wants and loves somehow always disappears. Now the thought that she was trying to take away the one thing she knew no one could take from her, was breaking her heart. She is left soulless. She feels like she can’t talk to anyone. She has lost her Far Away. She has lost her one that she thought she could never lose. Last but not least she has sadly lost herself. She is no longer herself; she feels like another person. She can no longer control her life. The disease she has is taking control. She no longer has her life in her hands. She feels lost like she has no way out. She is left alone. How could she do this to herself? She has failed at the game of life miserably. She has failed.
She knew she can no longer go through this on her own. She can’t play perfect anymore.
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