My heart aches to hear your voice,
it aches to see you again.
My heart wants nothing but you,
it doesn't want to believe that your gone.
My mind has no way out of this darkness,
No way of knowing if its true,
it keeps listening to the Devils voice,
my body wants to listen too.
But I wont let it,
It's getting harder and harder to deny the urge,
I keep thinking that if I torture myself enough that it will bring him back,
I keeping wanting it to be me instead,
I loved him with all my heart and soul,
He killed himself because of me,
I keep getting told its not true,
but it was after he spoke with me.
It's my fault and only one person can tell me otherwise,
That one person is God.
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