Colors.
Endless
Colors.

Swirling around me like-
Chasing me like-
Fooling me like-
What?

Lights.
The lights in my head
That
Never fade.

I am in a
Fog.
A deep abyss
Filled with
Nothing.

But,
Everything
That matters.

Smooth.
Smooth talking.
Smooth sounds
coming from your
mouth.

Confused
and
Desperate.
I am.

Simplicity
and
Peace
I want.

When will it
come?
Who
will be the one
to rescue
me?

Nobody.
That's who I am.
And who
I will stay.

Because I am a
Lover
and a
Maker
and a
Doer.

But,
I can not
Love, or
Make, or
Do.

Colors.
Lights.
Abyss.
Nothing.
Everything.
Smooth.
Yours? Mine.
Confused and
Desperate.
No one.

No one at all.