The same ones again and again,
Most of them my mind abstained,
Some have slipped over the wall,
These flashbacks i have make me fall.
Sometimes i cry but mostly ignore,
I cannot take this anymore.
To deal with the pain i self harm,
Watching the blood slide down my arm,
My fate is sealed with no way out,
The only way i have no doubt.
In honesty that is not the way,
My friend no longer will stand at bay,
I must trust she will wait,
Until i learn it is not my fate,
I tell her everything secretes and all,
But sometimes i still feel so small.
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