bloom, as you

I'm always broken inside
all I can do is hide
from the pain I've held so long
nothing ever happens,except wrong
I can feel my heart ripping
all my veins are dripping
blood flows through my eyes
while I try to hide my cries
uncontrollable shivers down my spine
send me in denial most of time
they all just have a broken smile
even if it spreads half of a mile
true happiness cant be found
I feel as if I'm six feet under ground
numb, desperate, and lost
I need someone to love me no matter the cost
no desperate lies to heal me
I need the truth, full and honest, to be
a person of happiness full and true
so I can bloom just like you...