This Confidence

I never knew simply sitting alone
could bring such satisfaction
I dont trust my new found confidence
as far as I can throw it
However
who knows if I can throw it
or no
Maybe in some universe where feelings have
physical weight
Canyouactuallythrowafeelingthere
Or just nowhere
Or am I thinking too far into this again
This feeling feels so odd to me
This change from constant melancholy
I dont know how
I dont know when
I started feeling
this way
again