Faded

I got sick of
Sub woofers
Blasting stereo and thumping base
Car engines and bike parts
Smoke in my face

Now 2 months in to this new relationship and im sick of
Talking
Sweet motions like opening the car door for me
Quiet voice and gentle touch
Smoke blown past me

I miss
Hair grabs to get in my face
Pin downs and yelling
Name calling and corner mouth kisses
Smoke in my face

What am I supposed to do?
I love you and I hate what you do
I hate how you are and you don’t listen
He cares to much and gives me to much space
Im never gonna be happy
But at least when I was with you, we were unhappy together