into the self-conscience

believing in the imaginary
cant understand how it left
rolling around at night
my dreams are not the same
once so happy and beautiful
now dark and confusing
a little color here and there
but mostly like an old time movie
rarly any sound at all
the feelings are mutual
i cant pay attention anymore
im reaching for the love within me
i cant keep up my thinking
just help me out of the pit of distress
and let me feel again