the last thing you'll ever hear me say,

is that i love you.

and i know i left you;
i knew what i was doing;
but i couldn't stop myself;
you understand don't you?

you always understand;
without me even having to explain.

but this time, i need to.
''rebecca, you're losing the most important thing in your life.''

all because of what?
something that left a long time ago.
that's not coming back.

why did you take it away?
because i need you, not that.
i'm so sorry God.
please don't let me do this again.
i don't want to; and you know that.

but can you bring it back?
i'd be so happy if you did.
please, give it back to me?
i need it.
no, you know i don't need it.
but i really want it.
and you know i want it.