Alcaholism

I’m an alcoholic.

Its easier to admit when I’m

the influence.






under

When I cant really feel anything.

I’m an alcoholic.

I don’t like to say it.

But they saying admitting you have a problem

Is the first step.


Well,
I’m an alcoholic.

And I have a problem.

Half of me wants to get better

The other half just wants to






keep







going.


To keep getting that heavy feeling.


To keep laughing



To keep
D R I N K I N G.

I’m an alcoholic.

And I don’t think I can stop.

Nor do I want to stop, its too hard.


Its so easy to just take a sip, and let it







sink








in.


Its so easy to just let yourself feel good.


But that makes it worse.

Resisting the temptation is what matters,


What makes you
S T R O N G E R.








But
I’m an alcoholic.

I’m not a strong person,


I’m weak.



Maybe I should just






give







up.


But everyone keeps telling me I’m a

Strong person.



And living up to their standards

Makes

Me

A

Walking

Disappointment.

And when you’re an alcoholic,
Disappointment and drinking go hand in hand.