Soon....

I took it day by day
Watched my feelings numb away
I took the hits
Never went into a fit
I shook in my cage
Bottled up my rage
Hold back my feelings
Even though it stings
But it brings back the feeling that Im alive
Im only dead inside
I cant cry anymore
Like I could before
I block out the hurt
Ignore the curt gestures
Im used to the shock
But its still hard to block it out
I wish I could get out of here
But the thought sears my mind
I wish there were some sign
I wish there were more time
Ill deal for now
Ill take the bow
But soon Ill leave
Ill acheve happiness soon
Ill be away from you