Confused

I look up into the blue open sky
but all I see are birds flying by
I want to be given a sign or tear
but clouds and planes are only near

as I sit down by an old hollow tree
I take deep breaths and count to three
maybe if I am patient and wait
maybe my sign is running late

After 2 hours had finally past
I begin to get up and leave at last
all of a sudden a rain drop touches my chin
now I know what to do and where to begin