My Camp Poem

I feel hated
I hardly feel loved
being pushed down
tired of being bound
to this day
not the next
fear of the past
making the pain last

Now looking forward
into the future i want to go
in the future i want to glow
the pain will cease to come
my battle would be won
for the better
not the worst
making God my only course
letting go has come
forgiveness has came
making his word my only game

Badness trying to return
not knowing i wouldn’t turn
back to my old ways
back to my old days
instead being a light
into the night
shining oh so bright
doing Gods will
doing what he feels
being Gods child
and not going wild
for the Devil
or his ways
him trying to trap me in a box
trying not to let me watch
now Gods love is setting me free
so i can be all i can be