Living in the Then, Breath of Yours

I won't tell anybody.
You know that promise.
The one we made that you probably forgot.
But I still remember.
I'll always remember.

Sometimes my heart hurts.
Not because I still love you.
Because of all that wasted time.
The wasted pain.
How all my future seems to shift when we broke it off.

When i thought about then, there were you.
Always some face in my mind.
And everything has had to change. A missing domino.

I wish I could wipe everything away.
But now it's hard. Living in the then.
Because I look back and see the was then.
The shoulda woulda.
There it went.

That beautiful breath of yours.
I can live without air.
But it's a struggle.
Without the beautiful breath of yours, there's nothing to keep me in the right rhythm.