Failed Revenge

Revenge always tends to cut ever so deep.
A piercing blade, adrenaline at its peak.
Your problems pour onto the cold bathroom granite.
You wish you could just fly off of this planet.
Your heart is too broken to ever be repaired.
Did anyone ever sincerely care?
Was that another act like the Vegas shows?
Was he playing you like the can-can hoes?
All an illusion with the feathers flying.
Legs kicking up, meanwhile, you’re dying.
The blood drips so cold and trickles down.
You lay in the bathtub trying to drown.
The water turns pink, then slowly red.
Will a shark come to bite you and tear you to shreds?
All you want is to perish, to never be missed.
He broke your heart! You got so dissed!
Why can’t you just die? You can’t take this pain.
It’s all so wrong, and he’s living in vain!
He looks in the mirror, he likes what he sees.
Your mirror is broken, the shards a glass sea.
You walk across it, you’re Jesus, my God!
You’re walking on water, triumphant, you nod.
You’ve made it this far, no time to give up.
He’s not gonna win, despite how corrupt
He let you become, and then laughed in your face
You fall to the ground, so weak, you disgrace!
Get up, cut again! The go fill your lungs.
Binge and you purge, then go for a run.
You’ll look so much better with the scars to prove
What he turned you into and you just won’t lose.
The revenge that you created is killing you now.
The blood’s all around you, your breathing: shallow.
He won your little game and he’s not hurt at all.
Your heart gives up, and for the last time, you fall.