Worthless in my own eyes

I strive to be the best
All my life ive been told
If im not the best im not worth
ANYTHING

Ive never been the best
Ive always come in second
But it doesnt matter its still not winning
No matter how hard i
TRY

Im never the starter on a team
Im never the smartest in the class
Im never the best in art
FAILURE

Ive never had the deepest poems or songs
Ive never been the best in any guys eyes
IVe never been the first pick for a solo
PATHETIC

Theres always someone better then me
No matter how hard i try
I always
LOOSE

So are the words ive always been told true
Everyone says no
Then someone tell me why

I NEVER WIN