found forgiveness for my father

i forgive you
but only for me
i forgive you
to set my soul free
from all your heart ache
and all your pain
i will not be the victem
no more of me will you claim
i wont let you control me
with your tears and guilt
i am not the one
that tore down everything i built
your constintly falling down
and you only get up
for some temporary happiness
then agai you are stuck
i forgive you
but i wont be your crutch
i forgive you for me
because if not my heart is not much