him ........

I’m lost,
Don’t know how I let this happen.
Lost all I had,
Let it slip away.
Didn’t realize what I had,
Couldn’t see he was my world.
So I pushed him away,
In fear of a broken heart.
Tho now I realize;
I broke my own heart.
Now all I think about is him,
All I can picture in my mind,
Is the time we spent together.
And every little thing I do,
Brings back a memory.
Just wanna be US again,
Forget all this,
Start over.
Get that feeling all over;
With the butterflies,
And look in his eyes.
Wanna hear the sound,
Of his heart,
When he holds me close.
Or fill the empty spaces in his hand,
With mine.
That was when everything was mine,
I had it all,
But I let it slip away.
It can’t end this way,
All I need is 1 chance,
To make the love come back.
He said 4ever our love would last,
So y won’t he let me love him?