Everything ENds. Pt. 2

Leave it all behind me,
just throw it out into the abyss.
For thou knows what I speak of;
yes, I am so sure of my word that,
my lids grow heavy.

Now, it is time to leave.
Hard to say, and even tougher to do.
How many seconds do I waste?
Every week passes, take me back.
The pain simmers down except when I see you.
Why won't my love for you go away?

You broke me, but I live with the guilt.
Ache is just an understatement.