Why?!

You asked me if what I said is true. Yeah I still have feelings for you. All those times I cried. It wasnt your fault it was mine. I was the one that let you go. Now Im stitting here wishing it werent true. I did this to myself. I don't know why. Now I'm sitting here fealing nothing but regret, because the truth is I have now more tears to cry. I never wanted to feal like this again but here I am yet again. I never admited this to you beacause right now I'm trying so hard to get over you. Does this anwser your question? God, I feel like a fool.