Twirling around,


the dancefloor I see




the director´s face suddendly





changing.
The second twirl starts

and the face is



transformed.
First it looks like

Adam



,




the boyfriend I





just







left.
Now it´s my mother

snubbing at my





weight.
Next it´s Lily´s

,



hammering me with







a








swear.
It isn´t long until all
the


faces mesh




together.
Lily

screams




while my mother






stares.
Adam just


listens




to my every





word.
I know the music has
stopped



,



but I





cannot seem able







to.

Am I

damned





to keep






twirling, and









twirling,











and get












stuck














in this dance?
Or will I someday

stumble




,




ending







my








life?