Wallflower

I know.
I know that you see me.
You know.
You know I'm alone.
No one.
No one will come for me.

I know, that you know, I'm no one.

Sometimes.
Sometimes I wish that I was different.
I'm not.
I'm not fascinating.
Perfect.
Perfect is not a word associated with me.

Sometimes, I'm not perfect.

I am.
I am the very essence of nerd.
I fear.
I fear my lack of perfection.
I know.
I know im not good enough.

I'm a wallflower, but a flower none the less.