What I want to tell You

i want to cry
I'm ready to die
but whats happening here
isn't worth my tears
all of this pressure
is crushing me
i could make it out
but I'm in too deep
the words that you say
they seem inconsequential
but they're like a knife
that gets twisted into my back
every time you open your mouth
and I'm tired of this
i want to fall asleep and never wake up
but at the same time
i don't want to hurt anyone
by escaping this labyrinth
the only way i know how