Lol!...(Not!!)

Her:“Besties forever? ”
Me: “of course”
My heart: ……………….

But is it true?
Don’t think like that!
I know it is!
It has to be….
Right?

Hits.
Insults.
All to “act out” her story.
“Funny” insults
All pointed to me.
All to give “examples”.

Laugh, scoff, blow it off.
That was just a one time thing.

Next day?
More hits
More insults
All pointing out
To me.

Her: “We’re best friends. She’s one of the top”
Me: “?”
My heart: “………………..”

Days later?
Hits
Insults
Words.
“She’s so phony.”

She goes about her day.
My world stops.
My heart falls flat.

Excuse you?
I’ve been there for you when no one looked your way
Been there when you complaint about the pointless.
Been there when the unspeakable has gone on.
Been there for everything,
Taking everything you threw at me.

No speaking.
No complaining.
No looking the other way.
Until now.

But for your 411,
I supported
I defended
I actually believed in
you.