Under This Smiling Face

I am rotting.
Guilty
Sad
Ashamed
Under this smiling face.

I am tortured
Beaten
Broken
Mistreated
Under this smiling face.

I am angry
Tormented
Furious
Screaming
Under this smiling face.

I am uncontrollable
Insane
Emotional
Confused
Under this smiling face.

I am me
Witty
Creative
Fun
Under this smiling face.

But none of that shows.

Under this smiling face.