What's Wrong With Me?

What's wrong with me?
Why can't I see?
See all the things
That they all see?

They talk there talk
Walking there walk
While I lay dumbfounded
And confused

It's a normal life they live
Yet seems surreal for me
They are teens
Who act like teens

Then look at me
As I trail behind
Wondering
How can I live there way?

What's wrong with me?
Why can't I be
A normal teenager?
Like everyone else?

With a boyfriend
With partying
With having fun and
Staying out late

Why am I a stick in the mud
A sore thumb
Somebody who doesn't know how
to have fun?

What's wrong with me?
Why can't I be like them?
I try to mimic there ways but it seems
As though I've only went through the motions