Bipolar

Cruising the blue wave to no where,

mind constantly spinning in blues, whites, blacks and reds,

I need freedom from what’s in my head,

I’m up,

I’m down,

I’m a roller coaster,

my feet never touch the ground,

A rainbow no more,

crumpled up,

crying on the floor,

what’s happening to me?

down on my knees,

I’m turning into the person I never wanted to be.