I wish..

I wish it could be back to the way,when i could play outside and not be drained.
When i could enjoy foods and not be sick.
When life was simpler without needles,pokes,meds.
When the world made sense.

I wish it could be back to how it was before i was sick.
Before people saw my disease not me.
Before people made comments that hurt.
When life made sense.


I wish i could be back to myself,
I guess you could call this a vent,or feeling sorry for myself.
But i just wish On a star tonight that it goes back to normal,
but before i do i remember how much good things have come out of it...
Starbright,Make A wish,Memories.
So i throw out that wish and continue fighting.
I will win,I will find a cure. No wishes,but fighting my way.