Tower of Nothing

Borderline obsession
Borderline tears
Hearing myself say this
It all seems so untrue

Waiting to hear back
What has this come to?
Why am I sitting here missing you?
Even though you aren’t mine

In my desperation
In my separation
I indulge in un-needed attentions
From those I could care less

This has got to stop
A habit that won’t break
Unwanted, uncharted territory here
Never know what’ll happen

Here’s to the unknown!
The ambiguous, the flighty
Moments come and go
So here’s to nothing