Left to die

I wake up and sigh. Tears flow down my cheek and onto my shirt as I remember what happened. Everyday my heart breaks piece by piece and its so close to shattering. When I think of you it only makes it break more and only brings me closer to my death. I know I cant stand to live without you so its a question how I lasted this long.
I finally saw who you were when you left me broken and stranded. No one to lean on and no one to tell me it will be okay.
You were a monster but I loved you.