Sick of Heart, Lost in Mind

delving into the mist
of the recent rain
I feel lost
into this
hopeless mindless
world
Heartsick
of a music
I can't find
but can only hear
yearning to play
but unable to see
hoping you don't
seep into my misery
Hoping the ember of a vivacious hope
hasn't gone out
and you possess the determination
to not give up