A Letter To My Lord

I picked up the phone and tried to call you, But it just wouldn’t go through

A few minutes later the operator came on the line and said

“I’m sorry but you’re call can not be recieved as dailed. This number is long distance and you no longer have long distance incluided with your package.”

I couldn’t believe my ears but what else did I expect to happen

I keep saying that I don’t want to become a reprobate

But my actions are so different

I know actions speak louder than words, So why can’t I get my actions to follow up what I say

I kept wondering how many times I could stray before you turned you’re back on me

I guess now I know

I don’t want to be here!

I don’t want to do this!

But it’s been all I’ve known for years so, I don’t know howto escape it

He has me trapped under his thumb and I don’t know how to break free

I don’t know how to breathe

I want to be free!

I need to Breathe!!

Let me Breathe, Please

You Breathed life into my lungs, but I desecrated it

I spent all my time trying to do things my way

And doing what I thought would make me happy, but look where it got me

I’ve gone astray and I’ve lost my way

But I want to come back home

Please, Let me come back home

Dear God, It’s me Stephanie

Please, Call me