The mistress view

Sometimes I wonder why you won't stay
But then I remember that I'm in your way.

Please don't stop, continue to leave.
Because when you come back, your coming back to me..

I know I don't have, what she gives you.
But maybe some day I'll give you it too..

With tears in my eyes, as you start to go.
Go live your life as it was a show..

Kiss her lips then return to mine. 
You'll lie and say that we have so much time.

I lay in your arms and sink into sleep.
I wake up alone without your heat..

Only sixteen and forced to cry
Months of pain building inside..