Stupid Girl

I deserve to be punished
I’ve made a stupid mistake
Though that’s really obvious
Just take a look at my name

I’m sorry for hurting you
That was not as intended
I know your heart’s fragile
I just hope I can mend it

Stupid, Stupid, STUPID!!!
It’s spiraling through my head
You have a right to hate me
Have a right to wish me dead

It was completely idiotic
An error of epic proportions
What a terrible excuse
It won’t mask my corruption

You put your faith in me
Told me your deepest feelings
I almost made that crumble
You were already healing

Stupid, Stupid, STUPID!!!
It’s spiraling through my head
You have a right to hate me
Have a right to wish me dead

Please don’t try to cover it
That dislike you feel towards me
It’ll only worsen matters
Make my heart beat guiltily

Though is that not what I deserve?
To have my cared for friend hate me
I’ve made a stupid mistake
I’ll be punished excess fully

Stupid, Stupid, STUPID!!!
It’s spiraling through my head
You have a right to hate me
Have a right to wish me dead