Realizations

You’re not going to let her go
We will never be
How could I have ever thought
You would be with me?
I guess that’s why they call us Teenagers
We don’t think about these things
But when we realize it
Nothing ever seems the same.
I dreamt of you, I thought of you
I wished for you to be mine
In a way, I guess you are,
But it just isn’t right.
I see you every day with her
Why do you torture me so?
Do you really feel what you say you do?
Or are you just making me a fool?
Be true to me, be honest
Tell me what you really feel
Don’t feed me lies and tell me
All that I’ve ever wanted to hear.
It’s not worth it in the end,
Don’t you realize it’ll hurt me
If you lie?
Did you ever think about it?
It doesn’t feel right.
I should have thought of this,
But most of all, you should make the choice
I know I’m being forward,
But I’m doing it so you can hear my voice
It’s killing me to wait for you
I can’t stand around forever
I hope you realize that
You might lose me forever.