I Refuse...

I refuse to believe I am worthless
I refuse to believe that I’m unwanted
I refuse to believe that there is no place called home
I refuse to believe that there is not light at the end of the tunnel

I refuse to think that I’ll loose my hero
I refuse to think that my birth mom didn’t love me
I refuse to think that the dead are actually gone
I refuse to think that I will fail

I refuse to take the joint
I refuse to take the needle
I refuse to take the pipe
I refuse to take the pill

I refuse to see the bad in people
I refuse to see the abuse all around
I refuse to see the broken hearts
I refuse to see the a day without color

I refuse to be the one in pain
I refuse to be the person someone wants me to be
I refuse to live a life of pain
I refuse to live a life of regret






I REFUSE