oh hey,thanks for being a jerk.

you left me
broken and tattered,
struggling to put myself back together.
you left me
with a pounding in my head no dose of tylenol could take away.
you left me
gasping for breathe with a tear streaked face.

you came back
with memoirs and apologies.
you came back
with promises of a new begining
you came back
to engulf me with hugs
and shower me with kisses
you came back only to leave me once more.
did i draw the line there? no.

you then left me
in a fit of rage
you then left me
with an ounce less of hope(fairly dangerous considering i was running quite low)and a new difficulty to trust anyone.
you then left me
finding the thought of surviving without you.

only for you to arrive once again
with new confessions of your involvement with my bestfriend.
you came back
with a new
neverendingstreamofapologies.
you came back with assurances of change.
you came back with a hunger for love.
you came back with a new touch.
one so gentle that it could touch the untouchable somewhere deep inside.
you came back with every excuse in the book.
and my ignorant self believed you.

you came back only to leave me again.
only to throw away every mustered bit of trust i gave to you,and faith i put in you.

you left me feeling nothing at all;not caring.

and this my dear,is my begining to my throwing everything away.