You say home is where the heart is?

If home is where the heart is
Where am I
My heart's in a million pieces
This is what makes me cry

I would be happy
If I was home
But my life is so crappy
I feel so alone

I've given my heart
To all of my friends
But my heart's torn apart
Cuz they leave in the end

I've given my love
To so many fathers
They've all left
So why should I even bother

Anytime I give out love, hurt is what comes back
My heart is not hardened, my skin is not thick
I open myself up, just to be hurt again