This is the last

This will be the last
the last time
i ever think so much of you
Yes i used to love,
i used to care,
i used to hurt.
But now i have finally get what i want
how i want to feel
numb
i finally feel numb
after all this
all this time
all the emotions
Truly 5 months is a long time
a long time to hurt
to cry
to regret
But i am better than this
stronger than this
I have waited a long time to be able to truly,
honestly say
goodbye
without looking back