Deadly Bliss

It's something you'd
Just never understand
Far from anyone's
Reach or grasp
You'd never get it
It's precious
Like a gem
And locked up
In a safe
Impossible to capture
Even though it's in plain sight
It's to difficult
To explain
To retain
So allow me
To emphasize it
Suicide
The deadly bliss
A new meaning
To living twice
Freedom
Peace
Happiness
Acceptance
Just eternal bliss
Pain
But just a small sting
A quick second
Then bliss
Pure and eternal bliss
And nothing more