Waiting

I'm at a loss for words,
As I sit here in the scilence,
Wondering,
Worrying,
Hoping your ok.

I'm at a loss of emotion,
Siting here in the dark,
Waiting,
Watching,
Hoping to hear from you today.

I'm pleading,
To the darkness,
That your still there,

I'm watching,
For my time to help,
With the pain you bare.

I feel you drifting off,
And getting caught,
But yet drifting off,
Without a stop.

I seem pointless,
Useless,
Trying to be helpful,
Meaningful,

But I'm just a person,
Secretly crying out,
But helping out.
I'm just a person,
Hiding my doubt

But I'm here,
I won't leave you stranded.
I wouldn't dare,
I'm not that stupid.

Because I care,
That's why I'm here,
Because you matter,
I will always be there.

I feel too small,
To help them all,
But I won't let you fall,
Just give me that call.

I can be your rock in the water,
The one you fall to,
I can be the roof to your shelter,
The one you cry to.

But just me as I am,
I can be here to listen.

Because I care,
That's why I'm here.