Why, oh why?

Reds, blues, black, greys, yellows...

So many colours fly by me in a whirl.

Family, sports, picnics, school...

So many memories flying past in a daze.

Voices; deep, high, monotone...

So many voices in my head, coming from all directions.

Why, oh why can't this stop? The blazing colours, the endless memories, those voices embedded in my head...

It makes me dizzy, makes me happy, makes me sad, makes me want to cry, makes me want to reach out and grab what's not actually there...

The colours now darken, the memories now fade, the voices now drain...

It's so quiet, but not in a deafening way...
It's relaxing, almost peaceful...
This is what i wanted...

And i love it.