how can i love

How can I love
when all my feelings are hiding from the world causing me to be dark and gloomy as if I have no life
How can I love
when all I feel is hate and discrimination I live with out peace
How can I love
when every time i let some one in my stone heart gets broken and never replace
How can I love
if I have no memories of what love is or suppose to be
How can I love
when the only thing love did for me was lie to me and made feel stupid and unwanted a freak to the human nature