Hiding

i bury myself in facts
organization to a fault
to hide from the world,
from people and fears
people think I'm shy
I'm hiding.
i hide in plane site, yet
nobody sees me
i cry for someone to see me
anyone, just someone to care
nobody has found me
nobody is looking
i smile, i laugh
no one notices the pain i hide
the pain in my soul
so today i sit here and think
and try not to cry
tomorrow will be the same
until the day i die